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I'm not expressive...

... /sweat I am sorry... This is who I am. This is what I am. I've been bringing this attitude since the day I was born. It's awkward for me to do things that I am not used to. I love silently. I care secretly. I do. You just have to make use of it. I am sorry.

I am not like with other girls who can show their love publicly. I have my own way of showing it. Do not compare because each of us has it's unique way of showing love. You, you have your way of showing it too... so I am.

I don't want you to change me. I want you to accept me. Thank You.









I CAN'T FIND THE WORDS TO SAY GOODBYE


Cant say I dont love him
Still I cant pretend
That my heart is torn just knowing that Im losing my bestfriend
If its easier said and done
Then someone tell me why
Though I try,
I cant find the words to say goodbye


I could tell him that Im sorry
Hope he'll understand
He will have to do with someone else
All that we have planned
Id rather him hear the truth
Than hurt him with a lie
So I tried,
But I cant find the words to say goodbye


Now I know
I have to go
Theres no other way
But goodbye is not what I can bring myself to say...


If I told him "see you later"
Then I might be wrong
cause this voice inside is driving me
To find where I belong
I know I must leave him now but everytime I try,
Dont know why,
Ibut I cant find the words to say goodbye...
Dont know why,
I cant find the words to say goodbye....

Sunset @ Beach

**January 31, 2009
I thought sunset could make me happy but I was wrong. Just this afternoon I was waiting for a person whom I eagerly want to see but fate was so cruel... I didn't got the opportunity to see him. And now, every time I look at these sunset pictures, it only makes me feel lonely and it reminds me of him.


Photo by Ritz

Photo by Ritz
I feel so bitter tonight and I pray to God to help me handle my problems and to lighten my burdens.

Early Plans for Valentines

Two more months and we will be celebrating Valentines day. This February, the love month will be a great day for lovers. The day to celebrate and give gifts to our love ones. This is also a good chance to  tell our feelings to the one we love.  Do you agree with me? Anyways, I have an early plans for this coming Valentines Day. I want to have a dinner date with my boyfriend because It's been a while since last time we had a dinner date. I also want these two clock necklace... one for him and mine.


Photo from redenvelope.com


I have cause a lot of pains to my boyfriend. I hurt him many times but still he is here with me. He never left me. That's why I want to pay him back. I want him to know that despite the things I've done I do still love him and want him to stay around forever.  This bracelet would be a great symbol of our love which goes around and around. Our love follows one path and goes back to the same path. Just like a cycle.




Photo from redenvelope.com

This valentine would be the perfect time to tell him that I love him too. I want to let him know that I care for him. Hmm... I am planning to give him a loving gift from Valentines Day gifts as a sign of my love. I hope everything would go well this Valentines Day.